and if i pass fma (HOPEFULLY), it'll be attachment.
then comes fyp. and STRESS, finally graduation next year.
shall find a full-time office job upon graduation, hopefully.
even if i earn just $1.2k from that, i can work for a year. guess i can start driving lessons after 3rd month of work. then get a licence by 6th month of work? HAHA. and continue working, save up at least $5k, of which about $2k might be set aside for my 21st bday party. then, get enrolled in sim for a business course i hope. study and graduate with degree, then out to work.
HAHA! if only things always go as planned...
audi R8.
mazda RX8.
so far, i think these 2 are the chio-est cars in singapore. and yeah, both are in white cos i like it in white! whee. if only i can own like a RX8, its enough alr... will i? though bmw is better, but im not that rich. LOL!
| 1:02 AM
waste my time in school!
the year 3s do not benefit from having us sitting in their presentation, but i hope they wont blame us for our restlessness. tingke's the one with this stupid idea! if we're forced to do things we dont like, that is what happens.
anyway... i only listened to the first presentation. busy tweeting, fb-ing, then sweetheart-ing for the rest, cannot be bothered anymore. watched until my phone left 2 bars of battery. that's when i know i gotta stop, and play psp. LOL! you see... in situations like this, an i phone would come in useful. =D
bad day. argued with mum AGAIN. its hard to be a filial daughter. guess i'll have my retribution... each time i try to talk nicely to her, she keeps probing till i raise my voice. each time i try to avoid answering her because i know it will ignite an argument, she nags till i raise my voice. hate this! everything's too late.
when i was younger, i was raised by my 2 ah ma. they dote on me the most. my aunt will always bring me to the beach almost every weekend, cos back then, they didnt have any kids. in primary school, i was left to the care of a stranger. 2 years later, switched another person. guess i was sick of all this, i made the person cannot tolerate me, she finally quit. then i was left to the childcare. 1 year later, i started going to my ah ma's house again.
in lower secondary, i would come home to face the walls everyday. it sucked! so in upper secondary, i would stay till late before returning home. after o levels, im used to this life. i HATE coming home early, i rather stay out late. looked for evening jobs, and then moved on to this current job.
this life, where no one truly understands me. as a kid, i had no one to turn to when i had problems because the person taking care of me is always changing, no one that i can fully trust. now i grow up, its hard to speak to my parents. any problems, i prefer keeping to myself cos this was inculcated in me since young. there's some things in life that all of us wanna change, but nothing's easy.
the year 3s do not benefit from having us sitting in their presentation, but i hope they wont blame us for our restlessness. tingke's the one with this stupid idea! if we're forced to do things we dont like, that is what happens.
anyway... i only listened to the first presentation. busy tweeting, fb-ing, then sweetheart-ing for the rest, cannot be bothered anymore. watched until my phone left 2 bars of battery. that's when i know i gotta stop, and play psp. LOL! you see... in situations like this, an i phone would come in useful. =D
bad day. argued with mum AGAIN. its hard to be a filial daughter. guess i'll have my retribution... each time i try to talk nicely to her, she keeps probing till i raise my voice. each time i try to avoid answering her because i know it will ignite an argument, she nags till i raise my voice. hate this! everything's too late.
when i was younger, i was raised by my 2 ah ma. they dote on me the most. my aunt will always bring me to the beach almost every weekend, cos back then, they didnt have any kids. in primary school, i was left to the care of a stranger. 2 years later, switched another person. guess i was sick of all this, i made the person cannot tolerate me, she finally quit. then i was left to the childcare. 1 year later, i started going to my ah ma's house again.
in lower secondary, i would come home to face the walls everyday. it sucked! so in upper secondary, i would stay till late before returning home. after o levels, im used to this life. i HATE coming home early, i rather stay out late. looked for evening jobs, and then moved on to this current job.
this life, where no one truly understands me. as a kid, i had no one to turn to when i had problems because the person taking care of me is always changing, no one that i can fully trust. now i grow up, its hard to speak to my parents. any problems, i prefer keeping to myself cos this was inculcated in me since young. there's some things in life that all of us wanna change, but nothing's easy.
Monday, February 8, 2010 | 11:43 AM
i wanna buy perfume!
anna sui's rock you. cant rmb is it me or you. LOL -_-
anna sui's rock you. cant rmb is it me or you. LOL -_-
| 11:22 AM
hmmm..
think nowadays, wedding dinner v sian.
seeing all my relatives one week before cny.
not much conversation with them...
their service were kinda poor.
i asked for sprite since the moment i sat down.
half an hour later, my sprite wasnt served yet.
have to ask 2 times. and the waiter dripped sharks fin.
and many other things. just aint professional.
i wonder why ppl can find jobs with staff benefits, but i cant!
super unfair. maybe except free sandwich at subway. -_-
should start job hunting for jobs where i can work more hours per month and also be entitled to staff discounts. like wth!
think nowadays, wedding dinner v sian.
seeing all my relatives one week before cny.
not much conversation with them...
their service were kinda poor.
i asked for sprite since the moment i sat down.
half an hour later, my sprite wasnt served yet.
have to ask 2 times. and the waiter dripped sharks fin.
and many other things. just aint professional.
i wonder why ppl can find jobs with staff benefits, but i cant!
super unfair. maybe except free sandwich at subway. -_-
should start job hunting for jobs where i can work more hours per month and also be entitled to staff discounts. like wth!
Sunday, February 7, 2010 | 1:48 AM
$$$ is so over-rated.
ytd over lunch, my relative asked me whether i can make it to uni. my reply was "as long as i have money". and she said "also must depend on your results what..." but i told her dont need and my mother added "earlier know that time let you go SIM take diploma then degree... faster!"
$ can buy me HANDPHONE of my choice!
and i wanna buy pantS, those knee-length ones im wearing but not jeans material.
wanna buy teeS. wanna buy shoes.
wanna buy so many things... but problem lies with $$
needa save for attachment.
GOODNITE, virtual world. (:
| 1:31 AM
what a day.
went to bugis, walked around kinda aimlessly. the newbie shop's selling their tees @ $28.90 each, and buy 2 get 1 free. kinda feel like buying cos of the cute cartoons, but then no money. -_- bhg lee cooper selling their shoes at 20% off, those like everlast kind... but dear keeps saying it looks like ahma shoe, wth. so totally like no mood buy. after that, walked over to plaza sing. shopped around... dear cannot find his jeans. i wanna buy a tee from cotton on which is like nearly $25, but dropped the idea. then i asked dear if the shoes at rubi also considered ahma shoes in his opinions, at least he said no. i dont know why lee cooper/ everlast shoes look like ahma shoes, IDIOT!
wanted to make our way down to jurong point for net. on the way to mrt, shu hui called from OFFICE. so we took shuttle bus to redhill, go office collect pay. kinda SAD-ed lah! jurong point after that. the net staff is damn rude! still cannot find jeans, manchu sells like $80. then he saw a pair of shoes, $100. after that, went to imm. walked around aimlessly also. new balance factory outlet somehow selling all the damn ugly ones now!! so forget it.
continued walking around. then i saw a big crowd in front, so i kinda like wanna play play act like those aunties who will join the crowd, so i headed quite fast towards that direction. got the 'change face' thingy, so stayed to see. finished liao then we walked off, and i was looking at the advertisement. then he told me "eh.. there got cai sheng ye" i was kinda nonchalant and replied "so? got angpow ar?" and then 1 of the cai sheng yes came and give me chocolate coins lah! -_- wth.
fish and chips for dinner! =D the type that i like.
then home-d after that. dear helped me put the simba puzzle into the frame. yay! now its done. after that, made him upgrade my laptop to vista but ended up he only helped with inserting of CD into drive. -_-
guess that's all.
i wanna listen to i-p-a-d's just another word i never learnt to pronounce!
n97 mini?
Thursday, February 4, 2010 | 10:44 PM
n97 mini or iphone?
debate again. wth!
now im leaning towards n97 mini.
cos the thoughts of getting iphone is damn troublesome. the planning of how to get it.
- save $600 by my bday.
- switch to m1 in june.
- recontract starhub line in may, and abandon my singtel number.
- data plan or $25.68 plan add data bundle?
lots of all these kinda PROBLEMS involved in getting iphone.
and so coincidentally, n97 mini is now $498 with my plan!
i think iphone dont have homepage, whereas n97 mini has customizable one! both also have app stores. iphone's maps cool though, but i rarely need it. n97 mini has a 5mp camera with flash, iphone's only 3mp. n97 mini has a secondary camera for video calls, point made being 3.5g. iphone, i think doesnt have that. n97 mini has a full keyboard! but which requires 2 hands to type.
a glance at the calendar.
21st is bro's bday, but cny celebrations at my aunt's hse instead. then 22nd, gotta bring mum to her appt at eye centre. 23rd's FMA exam. ohman! so so so dead-ed. im scared of failing FMA, after just passing FMB last sem. which i highly suspect kohca pushed up our marks to 50, that's why he's forever nagging us during fma practicals, telling us lots of da dao li.
i feel like recontracting my plan and just getting the n97 mini! at least it aint as common as iphone, every turn of the head, i see an iphone. but that will be $500 in march, before attachment. then later my attachment no MONEY! unless i keep working now. and if i get at least $1k for my angpow. kinda hard though, dont think my parents will give me the $200 each again this year.
throat infection's getting to my left ear, pain. argh! lack of sleep's making me yawn till i headache. -_-
debate again. wth!
now im leaning towards n97 mini.
cos the thoughts of getting iphone is damn troublesome. the planning of how to get it.
- save $600 by my bday.
- switch to m1 in june.
- recontract starhub line in may, and abandon my singtel number.
- data plan or $25.68 plan add data bundle?
lots of all these kinda PROBLEMS involved in getting iphone.
and so coincidentally, n97 mini is now $498 with my plan!
i think iphone dont have homepage, whereas n97 mini has customizable one! both also have app stores. iphone's maps cool though, but i rarely need it. n97 mini has a 5mp camera with flash, iphone's only 3mp. n97 mini has a secondary camera for video calls, point made being 3.5g. iphone, i think doesnt have that. n97 mini has a full keyboard! but which requires 2 hands to type.
a glance at the calendar.
21st is bro's bday, but cny celebrations at my aunt's hse instead. then 22nd, gotta bring mum to her appt at eye centre. 23rd's FMA exam. ohman! so so so dead-ed. im scared of failing FMA, after just passing FMB last sem. which i highly suspect kohca pushed up our marks to 50, that's why he's forever nagging us during fma practicals, telling us lots of da dao li.
i feel like recontracting my plan and just getting the n97 mini! at least it aint as common as iphone, every turn of the head, i see an iphone. but that will be $500 in march, before attachment. then later my attachment no MONEY! unless i keep working now. and if i get at least $1k for my angpow. kinda hard though, dont think my parents will give me the $200 each again this year.
throat infection's getting to my left ear, pain. argh! lack of sleep's making me yawn till i headache. -_-
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 | 11:06 PM
woke up at 445am today! its been so long.
went to dear's house after survey for breakfast.
headed to school for attachment talk.
go back his house to study for PI quiz, then back home now.
and it sucks lah.
all these illnesses making me tired!
runny nose. flu. now throat inflammation.
sometimes i wish i can get an MC and just sleep! but wtf. monday cannot take cos got mathcad test. tuesday cannot cos got presentation and eic test. today cannot cos got attachment talk. tml cannot cos got PI quiz. srsly... wtf! surrender to fate. -_-
anyway. this sem is quite a record for me. didnt have to resort to using mc to cover up for pon-ing to avoid warning letters. HAHA!
sian-ed of attachment.
1st: talker say its advised not to wear any thing beneath the overall as the weather's hot. then they only provide 2 sets. -_-
2nd: talker tell us to sound out if we are not feeling well, we are not obliged to 'work' at the expense of our health. but for getting mc and missing practical, our grades suffer. -_-
3rd: talker strongly urge us not to work part-time if we can. but 6 weeks there, let's say $100 on food, $100 on transport. where do all these money come from? especially since we're not paid!
totally wtf!
went to dear's house after survey for breakfast.
headed to school for attachment talk.
go back his house to study for PI quiz, then back home now.
and it sucks lah.
all these illnesses making me tired!
runny nose. flu. now throat inflammation.
sometimes i wish i can get an MC and just sleep! but wtf. monday cannot take cos got mathcad test. tuesday cannot cos got presentation and eic test. today cannot cos got attachment talk. tml cannot cos got PI quiz. srsly... wtf! surrender to fate. -_-
anyway. this sem is quite a record for me. didnt have to resort to using mc to cover up for pon-ing to avoid warning letters. HAHA!
sian-ed of attachment.
1st: talker say its advised not to wear any thing beneath the overall as the weather's hot. then they only provide 2 sets. -_-
2nd: talker tell us to sound out if we are not feeling well, we are not obliged to 'work' at the expense of our health. but for getting mc and missing practical, our grades suffer. -_-
3rd: talker strongly urge us not to work part-time if we can. but 6 weeks there, let's say $100 on food, $100 on transport. where do all these money come from? especially since we're not paid!
totally wtf!