stayed in school to finish up plant safety. was actually waiting for dear to come find me. then he called me to say he last minute being called up to work. BLEH! so after completing, i went to submit at T142E. and i didnt dare to walk up the T1 staircase alone... so i climbed 1 stairs from the lift there, and from 3rd storey climbed the T1 stairs to 4th storey. kinda lame -_-
after that, went to paya lebar to find dear. and i only got to eat my first meal of the day at 4pm. cant expect much from those kinda places. but the chicken wing was rather crispy, unlike those "soggy" ones. oh! and while dear was working, i finally figured out how to find SD and mean using calculator. XD then dear complained he was hungry. so i walked up to the coffeshops at the front, and there was a stinky smell! i looked up at the menu and i knew why... they sell SMELLY BEAN CURD -_-
anyway, after that... we went to eat at another coffeeshop nearby. ate pork's liver kidney soup, pig's trotters and fried sotong. nothing much to comment on the food.
30may09.
i failed to wake up at 4am! seriously... i think im getting into super deep sleep nowadays. what if one day, alarm clocks cannot even wake me up?
hmmm... accompanied dear to go his school for his test. after that, we went to bugis for brunch, at like 1pm. did some stuffs there and left for clarke quay. the job interview was more of like filling up forms only. and i think im gonna be one of the older ones around... the boss was kinda biased lah! like WTF. i seriously cannot stand him nagging nonstop at me, saying i have lots of money and time to travel there again tml. the more he said that, the more i will choose the 1 day test cos i want to make it troublesome for him. he said he could give chance to the 2 girls cos they're 14 year olds. but im 18 year old alr... WTF! if im not poor, i wouldnt even have to look for a job lah. STUPID!
anyway, after that unpleasant job interview, we went to grand cathay to watch terminator salvation. the service was lousy! they didnt have bbq sauce, their visa machine was down and so we had to pay in cash. and the cashier didnt dare to ask us to rate her. hmmm... very popular show, but personally i prefer angels and demons! XD after that, dear brought me to eat at ben and jerry, FINALLY! he owed me for 2 months alr... we shared a merlionster. the brownie was damn sweet. hmmm... anyway, it was my 1st time dining there and i wondered why the ice cream scoops were arranged like an ice kacang. i guess i would rarely go back to patronize. well, one thing is that ben & jerry's offers a wide variety of flavours which i think are not found in other ice cream places. but i guess they gotta improve on quality. my personal thoughts...
31may09.
hopefully do research for all the expt reports. BLEH!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 | 2:45 AM
i shouldnt take things for granted.
i realised im an extremely fortunate girl.
i have good friends who will be there for me.
i have good lecturers who will still give me advices even after 1 year.
i have a good boyfriend who supports me in everything i do.
there's no need for me to be jealous of anything.
because what i already have is more than what i've asked for.
i wanna treasure everything i have.
hope to meet up with some old friends soon! XD
overboard;
we were borned, not to judge others.
i realised im an extremely fortunate girl.
i have good friends who will be there for me.
i have good lecturers who will still give me advices even after 1 year.
i have a good boyfriend who supports me in everything i do.
there's no need for me to be jealous of anything.
because what i already have is more than what i've asked for.
i wanna treasure everything i have.
hope to meet up with some old friends soon! XD
overboard;
we were borned, not to judge others.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 | 9:58 PM
back from camp. XD
surf & turf was fun.
holidays coming... FASTER! so i dont have to go school. then there'll be mst. i wish this whole cycle can pass quickly. its only like slightly less than 2 more years to go...
i regret not switching course. but im still living with this regret. =)
anyway, im not gonna be a chemical engineer.
just need a diploma with acceptable results which will grant me entrance into SMU or SIM.
anyway... after 18 years, i now know what's the definition of success. and i know what life is about. it aint about studying till the age of 30. it aint about spending a quarter of my life studying. it aint about getting excellent results. life is about being moderate in everything - in all aspects. and success is defined by happiness. it aint about the sum of money im earning. it aint about the number of scholarships i can get. it aint about the scores and results. it is about how i enjoy my life, how i live my life to the fullest. how i get to do what i really wanna do without compromising on what i need to do.
i feel such a failure. for the past 16 years, i thought results meant everything. perhaps only in singapore. where all singaporeans are selfish. and im a singaporean too! sad but true fact we all gotta accept...
surf & turf was fun.
holidays coming... FASTER! so i dont have to go school. then there'll be mst. i wish this whole cycle can pass quickly. its only like slightly less than 2 more years to go...
i regret not switching course. but im still living with this regret. =)
anyway, im not gonna be a chemical engineer.
just need a diploma with acceptable results which will grant me entrance into SMU or SIM.
anyway... after 18 years, i now know what's the definition of success. and i know what life is about. it aint about studying till the age of 30. it aint about spending a quarter of my life studying. it aint about getting excellent results. life is about being moderate in everything - in all aspects. and success is defined by happiness. it aint about the sum of money im earning. it aint about the number of scholarships i can get. it aint about the scores and results. it is about how i enjoy my life, how i live my life to the fullest. how i get to do what i really wanna do without compromising on what i need to do.
i feel such a failure. for the past 16 years, i thought results meant everything. perhaps only in singapore. where all singaporeans are selfish. and im a singaporean too! sad but true fact we all gotta accept...
Friday, May 22, 2009 | 8:50 AM
angels & demons is a nice movie!
i wanna watch night at the museum 2...
but my parents say it isnt nice. :(
i wanna watch night at the museum 2...
but my parents say it isnt nice. :(
| 8:36 AM
22may. only have 1 plant design lecture from 8 to 10am today. all those who came are either msians or cem students. im the odd one out... but im not paying attention. -_-
cycling camp tonite. planning to play games after nightwalk. so i'll be bringing a heavy & bulky laptop. LALALA. think i'll sleep little. =D
im obviously VERY bored in his lesson now.
bleh. i need to do ejloh thingy after lecture. i need to submit loa after lecture. i need to go home pack my stuffs for camp after lecture. i need to change to SP tshirt before camp. i need to go bugis before camp.
BLEH.
cycling camp tonite. planning to play games after nightwalk. so i'll be bringing a heavy & bulky laptop. LALALA. think i'll sleep little. =D
im obviously VERY bored in his lesson now.
bleh. i need to do ejloh thingy after lecture. i need to submit loa after lecture. i need to go home pack my stuffs for camp after lecture. i need to change to SP tshirt before camp. i need to go bugis before camp.
BLEH.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 | 9:20 AM
life's been very boring. work & school, work & school. and eat, sleep, drink, bath etc.
went to apply moe bursary. which i doubt i'll ever get. cos somehow bonus is included as monthly pay... which resulted in the per capita income raising like $200 from less than $1k to more than $1k. so whatever lah... WORK more then.......
cca meeting today. basically, every day of the week also got things on before and after school. timetable kinda doesnt matter anymore...
BLAHBLAHBLAH
just 1.5 years to go...
went to apply moe bursary. which i doubt i'll ever get. cos somehow bonus is included as monthly pay... which resulted in the per capita income raising like $200 from less than $1k to more than $1k. so whatever lah... WORK more then.......
cca meeting today. basically, every day of the week also got things on before and after school. timetable kinda doesnt matter anymore...
BLAHBLAHBLAH
just 1.5 years to go...
Friday, May 15, 2009 | 12:47 AM
everyday is either work or project. i only get to reach home earliest 9pm... and i go straight home after school. so its like totally draining up all my energy. and even staying up online till 130am to discuss... until my eyes cant take it. been going to sleep because of eye irritation these few days... and waking up with slight redness in the eye.
and feeling damn stressed cos of financial matters. no job, no money, eat grass, survive on water. but actually feeling stressed already means no appetite... somehow, i need to find a STABLE weekend job like SOON! to keep me going on... $126 per month is not enough if my concession itself is already $93. anyway, as the saying goes, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi, so i shouldnt worry too much i guess.
what's in the past is the past now... i'll give myself another chance to start afresh.
and feeling damn stressed cos of financial matters. no job, no money, eat grass, survive on water. but actually feeling stressed already means no appetite... somehow, i need to find a STABLE weekend job like SOON! to keep me going on... $126 per month is not enough if my concession itself is already $93. anyway, as the saying goes, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi, so i shouldnt worry too much i guess.
what's in the past is the past now... i'll give myself another chance to start afresh.
Thursday, May 7, 2009 | 12:20 AM
lalala; skipped bio lecture tday.
so i only had bio practical which lasted 1.5 hours -_- after that, went cca showcase for FUN. then to fc2 for lunch, and to library to play cluedo. HAHA! back home and off to work...
bleh. the aunties simply love to tease me and dear. they can never seem to get tired of it, even after 7 months alr... even the people in office also. hmmm... but it tells me how sweet dear is. no matter how late he slept and how early he waked up, he still comes to find me after school whenever im working.
ever since school reopened, we've been only able to spend about 3 to 4 hours per day tgt. but well, maybe quantity isnt as good a gauge as quality time. this week has been and will continue to be a busy week for cca and school work. next week will be a very busy week for dear's many things.
vesak day is coming soon. but there's no holidays! UGH.
so i only had bio practical which lasted 1.5 hours -_- after that, went cca showcase for FUN. then to fc2 for lunch, and to library to play cluedo. HAHA! back home and off to work...
bleh. the aunties simply love to tease me and dear. they can never seem to get tired of it, even after 7 months alr... even the people in office also. hmmm... but it tells me how sweet dear is. no matter how late he slept and how early he waked up, he still comes to find me after school whenever im working.
ever since school reopened, we've been only able to spend about 3 to 4 hours per day tgt. but well, maybe quantity isnt as good a gauge as quality time. this week has been and will continue to be a busy week for cca and school work. next week will be a very busy week for dear's many things.
vesak day is coming soon. but there's no holidays! UGH.
Friday, May 1, 2009 | 1:37 AM
2nd week of school is over.
i bought my sp tshirt! =D but its white...
hmmm... basically, reached school by 8am the whole week except today. took taxi to school and actually i didnt feel like going for tutorials cos it looks crappy. and it really was! but whatever lah...
after school tday went for club meeting and discussed about camp activities for nightwalk and adventure games. i think i came up with 1 suggestion for each. but my partner seems quiet leh... as in he's still in his comfort zone talking to his friends only. :( anyway, i did a stupid thing. i asked weisheng who is weisheng. -_-
tml's gonna be a boring day. its labour day... anyway, last minute decided to watch x-men at 11pm. so i msged my mother to tell her i wont be home early, just in case she starts calling again. then she called and asked me "what time you coming home? why so late? you go COUNTDOWN is it?" -_- i dont countdown to labour day.
walked home with dear from westmall after the movie. i love walking home at night, maybe cos of the peace and silence. its very relaxing cos you wont feel the hustle and bustle of the day time when everyone's rushing from place to place. and i think its better to have accompany cos you'll have someone to talk to, rather than to be listening to music. cos i'll always get emo when im alone. HAHA.
i'll be good and accompany dear to imm to check out the prices for transition lens tml. he's so troublesome bleh.
and last night was the first time i was sooooo tired but i tried to stretch my limits and i fell asleep while typing a sms. the worst thing was, i didnt even set alarm! but lucky school started at 10am tday and lucky dear's msg woke me up.
tonite can have a nice sleep i hope. until maybe 11am or 12pm?
LALALA....
happy labour day to anyone who celebrates it.
or countdown to the day. XD
i bought my sp tshirt! =D but its white...
hmmm... basically, reached school by 8am the whole week except today. took taxi to school and actually i didnt feel like going for tutorials cos it looks crappy. and it really was! but whatever lah...
after school tday went for club meeting and discussed about camp activities for nightwalk and adventure games. i think i came up with 1 suggestion for each. but my partner seems quiet leh... as in he's still in his comfort zone talking to his friends only. :( anyway, i did a stupid thing. i asked weisheng who is weisheng. -_-
tml's gonna be a boring day. its labour day... anyway, last minute decided to watch x-men at 11pm. so i msged my mother to tell her i wont be home early, just in case she starts calling again. then she called and asked me "what time you coming home? why so late? you go COUNTDOWN is it?" -_- i dont countdown to labour day.
walked home with dear from westmall after the movie. i love walking home at night, maybe cos of the peace and silence. its very relaxing cos you wont feel the hustle and bustle of the day time when everyone's rushing from place to place. and i think its better to have accompany cos you'll have someone to talk to, rather than to be listening to music. cos i'll always get emo when im alone. HAHA.
i'll be good and accompany dear to imm to check out the prices for transition lens tml. he's so troublesome bleh.
and last night was the first time i was sooooo tired but i tried to stretch my limits and i fell asleep while typing a sms. the worst thing was, i didnt even set alarm! but lucky school started at 10am tday and lucky dear's msg woke me up.
tonite can have a nice sleep i hope. until maybe 11am or 12pm?
LALALA....
happy labour day to anyone who celebrates it.
or countdown to the day. XD