HAI. just reached home only... which is like almost 11pm.
been studying the past few days. and im glad i didnt neglect my studies, even though i managed to study only very little. had my share of fun, study and work this break. its been very tiring but at least im catching up on my sleep now.
basically, my day was
- studied in school.
- collect pay at redhill.
- went jp library to study.
- sat at park to talk.
nowadays, i dont really like coming home so early. its more like a hotel to me - a place for me to bathe and rest. and somehow, i no longer want to come home for dinner. i dont miss home cooked food. its been very long since i last ate anything my mother cooked. even then, those i eat is always cold. i know some people do not like me to use the word "hotel" to describe my supposedly home... and the word "landlord" to describe my family member... but that is just how i feel.
i badly wanna drop cem! dont feel like going for the mst at all. but i gotta discuss with my mother, bet she's gonna nag. but really, i have spent $55 on the book, $200 on the module. it's enough. i dont wanna spend anymore time and money on it since i have no interest, and it's been a struggle.
going to work tomorrow. XD
im enjoying work, even though i complain. but, im neglecting studies for work. something's very wrong with my priorities. i really really hope i can make it through this mst.