its mst tomorrow!
the 3 weeks break passed soooo fast. didnt get to enjoy alot... but bbq was fun. XD
so today... my shift started at 7am. BLAH! i woke up at 530am and reached queenstown by 645am. so early. haha! and it rained so damn big today. it's gotta do with me and work again. -_- hmmm... the sky was still dark and everything in the morning. thus, i fell asleep every now and then. my data is like... the numbers anyhow jump lah.
went to meet my parents at clementi for lunch. then i reached queenstown early again, so i slacked in mrt station. and continued the shift till 4pm. after work, went to jurongpoint AGAIN. 3rd consecutive time!
got pissed off. and no mood for dinner again.
really scared for the mst tml. HAI!
feeling sooooooo stressed now also.
getting more and more pressurized as each minute passes.
and i guess i've never felt this bad just for a test before...
maybe cos it's our first mst in poly.
maybe cos it will affect our gpa.
no matter how many excuses i can come up with, i know it's all because i did not put in even sufficient effort. feeling so screwed now.
possibly what feels like a mental breakdown...
everything just ______