shouldnt even have gone for ioc today. there were so many signs telling me i shouldnt go, yet i went because i was very determined on not pon-ing her lessons. i overslept this morning, should have just forgot about going to school. i only left home at 730am, which gives me more reason not to even go for her bloody lesson but i just went, stupidly and stubbornly.

and my entire day was screwed! just like that.

so i ponned the rest of the lessons after iche and came home. IM JUST DAMN BLOODY TIRED. i should get some quality sleep lah, instead of always falling asleep on my laptop or just sleeping in my chair. all these stupid uncomfortable sleeps only make me more lethargic.

and the fucking bus driver is just a fucking idiot. dont wanna say anymore. since ioc, i've been trying to contain the anger and not say out any vulgarities. at least typing out is not that bad.

the moment i got on the bus, i just fell asleep. and i was so bloody tired i really wanted to squat down at the bus stop and just sleep. but i just leant against the pillar and closed my eyes. and there were soooooo many empty taxis. but i managed to resist the temptation. my legs feel so weak lah, since dont know when... the start of this week. went to buy fish and chips for lunch cos i could feel the gastric starting to act up. and after i eat, i gonna continue sleeping! and this time, i mean sleeping on my BED. blah!

if only there's a sickness called fatigue and i can get an mc for tomorrow...
but anyway, im not going next friday. =D i have LOA, i hope.