sucks.
1 year wasted.
1 choice regretted.
1 life wasted...
sucks to be regretting the course i've chosen for myself.
sucks to have lost interest in school work so fast.
sucks to have to support myself 75%.
the more i think about it, the more life sucks.
because the more i think about it, i rather quit school now and start working. but it just sucks! because you need a diploma to be able to do anything in the future. without a poly diploma, im a useless creature.
i hate having people push my limits.
i do what i want and im in control of my life.
been feeling so sick.
no mood to go school.
no mood to study.
if only i had the money... i would just change course.
but that just isnt the case for me.
to be stuck somewhere i dont belong.
to be pushed to work hard towards something im not aiming for.
almost 1 year over, 2 years left...
or start over another 3 years...
but i'll drag others down.
why is it that we have to be full of debts even before we step into the corporate world?
it has changed so much...
so much so that all i aim for is just a gpa above 3.0
as long as i pass my diploma plus.
all i have to do is to account to myself.
which IDIOT would be spending time to do things they are not interested in?
me. im one!
wasting about $8000 to pursue something i do not want.
and yet... there's nothing i can do. at least not any that i have figured out yet.
yet i do not want to spend an extra year and another $2200.
because in 1 year, i can earn more than $2200.
sucks to be stuck doing meaningless things.
and with parents who feel more like strangers.
