back from camp. XD
surf & turf was fun.
holidays coming... FASTER! so i dont have to go school. then there'll be mst. i wish this whole cycle can pass quickly. its only like slightly less than 2 more years to go...
i regret not switching course. but im still living with this regret. =)
anyway, im not gonna be a chemical engineer.
just need a diploma with acceptable results which will grant me entrance into SMU or SIM.
anyway... after 18 years, i now know what's the definition of success. and i know what life is about. it aint about studying till the age of 30. it aint about spending a quarter of my life studying. it aint about getting excellent results. life is about being moderate in everything - in all aspects. and success is defined by happiness. it aint about the sum of money im earning. it aint about the number of scholarships i can get. it aint about the scores and results. it is about how i enjoy my life, how i live my life to the fullest. how i get to do what i really wanna do without compromising on what i need to do.
i feel such a failure. for the past 16 years, i thought results meant everything. perhaps only in singapore. where all singaporeans are selfish. and im a singaporean too! sad but true fact we all gotta accept...