everyday is either work or project. i only get to reach home earliest 9pm... and i go straight home after school. so its like totally draining up all my energy. and even staying up online till 130am to discuss... until my eyes cant take it. been going to sleep because of eye irritation these few days... and waking up with slight redness in the eye.
and feeling damn stressed cos of financial matters. no job, no money, eat grass, survive on water. but actually feeling stressed already means no appetite... somehow, i need to find a STABLE weekend job like SOON! to keep me going on... $126 per month is not enough if my concession itself is already $93. anyway, as the saying goes, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi, so i shouldnt worry too much i guess.
what's in the past is the past now... i'll give myself another chance to start afresh.