been having LATE nights and nightmares which make me feel damn tired everyday...
LOL. we had to redo our solution for bio practical cos it polymerized before we finished adding. -_-
JINGWEI is suay recently. to be meeting RUDE people... dont wanna say too much. irritated! fucked up intelligence.
hmmm... but still, bio practical ended early like around 1130am. so i called mr first, wanting to install design II but he wasnt in his room. so i wanted to put my laptop at union clubhouse then walked all the way there but it wasnt opened. BLEH! so i lugged it all the way back to get peifang's present and came back to school. HAHA. with her now, talk talk... think she leaving soon cos she got some things on at 315pm. when she leaves, i'll lug my laptop to office to submit datasheets and come back to school for pd&d discussion which is like 6pm.
dont know why we're dismissed before 12pm but gotta wait all the way till 6pm just to discuss then gotta stay till like at least 8pm so i'll reach home like 9pm earliest again. BLOODY tired already lah... every day i tell myself i'll sleep early tonite but end up i'll always have things to do and cannot turn in early so i get about 4-5 hours sleep each day depending what time school starts and with all the nightmares! totally ruin my sleep. give me a break lah!
i wanna quit dche. start my post-secondary life anew, afresh. learn things from scratch again and make sure i know the basics. shall see how lah... FMB is destroying my life and there's still FMA next sem! i dont wanna spend time to remodule these modules. rather take another diploma course. UGH.
i dont like the feeling of lecturers asking "when a happens, z will then happen, right?" and when everyone says yes i'll start thinking "when a happens, it will lead to b. when b happens, it will lead to c and so on until z." but when i finally think till z, the whole discussion is over. -_- it sucks to be like that but i really dont know the foundation.
jingwei HATES jingwei.
