typed some emo things but i saved it as drafts.
i hate to be alone. it makes me think of things and makes me emo. that's why im looking for people to go out with... i rather work than think of these issues.
3 more years to my 21st birthday. probably something everyone looks forward to in their lives. but is it for me? as i think of it now, all that comes to my mind is that you cant eat my 21st birthday cake. i dont know how that feels. the very person who gave birth to me can watch as i celebrate but unable to eat anymore of my birthday cakes, not even my 21st.
but i believe things are gonna turn out well... there's always a way out. i dont mind forking out extra money so you can eat it too.
now... going to take a bath and visit my mother. XD all smiles