watched zombieland and storm warriors ytd.
i know i shouldnt be doing that, but i felt better. aint as stressed up as i had been. though i felt the sense of guilt too.
"our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
actually, who are you not to be?
you are a child of God.
your playing small doesn't serve this world.
there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
we were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us;
it is not just in some of us - it's in everyone.
and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
as we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
--- Nelson Mandela, 1994
=)
what's past is past, although those times may be more memorable than now... it will never come back. i guess i have the exact same learning progress as my brother. we reach our peak at secondary level. perhaps my parents will be called up to meet the lecturers soon. at least its not the vice principal. -_- whatever.
shall try to study fma. everything in life's meant to be unfair. but it's mainly because i've chosen the wrong course. you see, what's the point of having FMA and FMB when both are dealing with bernoulli's eqns? i pay school fees to learn double. wtf! and the next batch is only gonna have FM, no more A or B. fk! i dont mind having MORE language and communication modules man. like what's the use if i have knowledge of my field of study but no language? you know how important language is to us. imagine someone asks us to throttle the valve when starting centrifugal pump or whatever shit. and then you dont understand and KABOOMZ! you die. then we all rejoice.
many people neglect language, sees it as useless or smth insignificant. these are people who kinda dont know how to yin shui si yuan. you see, if there wasnt such a thing called language, we would all be scribbling and doodling. its impossible to even talk if we dont know any language. we'll all learn sign languages. language is the most basic of acquiring knowledge. but once we have the basic language that allows us to understand 50% of it, we tend to forget its importance.
shit.
