waste my time in school!
the year 3s do not benefit from having us sitting in their presentation, but i hope they wont blame us for our restlessness. tingke's the one with this stupid idea! if we're forced to do things we dont like, that is what happens.
anyway... i only listened to the first presentation. busy tweeting, fb-ing, then sweetheart-ing for the rest, cannot be bothered anymore. watched until my phone left 2 bars of battery. that's when i know i gotta stop, and play psp. LOL! you see... in situations like this, an i phone would come in useful. =D
bad day. argued with mum AGAIN. its hard to be a filial daughter. guess i'll have my retribution... each time i try to talk nicely to her, she keeps probing till i raise my voice. each time i try to avoid answering her because i know it will ignite an argument, she nags till i raise my voice. hate this! everything's too late.
when i was younger, i was raised by my 2 ah ma. they dote on me the most. my aunt will always bring me to the beach almost every weekend, cos back then, they didnt have any kids. in primary school, i was left to the care of a stranger. 2 years later, switched another person. guess i was sick of all this, i made the person cannot tolerate me, she finally quit. then i was left to the childcare. 1 year later, i started going to my ah ma's house again.
in lower secondary, i would come home to face the walls everyday. it sucked! so in upper secondary, i would stay till late before returning home. after o levels, im used to this life. i HATE coming home early, i rather stay out late. looked for evening jobs, and then moved on to this current job.
this life, where no one truly understands me. as a kid, i had no one to turn to when i had problems because the person taking care of me is always changing, no one that i can fully trust. now i grow up, its hard to speak to my parents. any problems, i prefer keeping to myself cos this was inculcated in me since young. there's some things in life that all of us wanna change, but nothing's easy.
